Quote of the Day by Yayoi Kusama: "I fight pain, anxiety, and fear every day, and the only method I have found that relieves my illness is to keep creating art"

Portrait de l artiste Yayoi Kusama au milieu de son oeuvre à Hong Kong, Chine, le 4 octobre 2012.
(Image credit: Jose Fusta RAGA via Getty Images)

Yayoi Kusama, renowned Japanese artist known to some as 'the princess of polka dots' died in hospital on August 14, as confirmed by her studio this week. She was 97, and for most of her life she said there was one reason she was still alive. That was creating art.

Kusama chose to spend more than five decades living in a Tokyo psychiatric facility. She worked at a studio across the road, and consistently described her artistic practice as more than a career. She described it as the only thing that kept her pain, anxiety and fear under control.

When talking about the art itself, her tone shifted to something much lighter – she spoke of polka dots gleefully and with love. This is a philosophy she stuck to all her life, outlasting the practice of most artists. Art was a survival tool whilst being the thing that delighted her most.

Here, I've pulled together the words she used to explain why she kept making work, a series of quotes many creatives might relate to and be inspired by.

BERLIN, GERMANY - APRIL 29: The sculpture A Bouquet of Love I Saw In the Universe by Yayoi Kusama is seen at the Yayoi Kusama: A Retrospective - A Bouquet of Love I Saw In the Universe

A Bouquet of Love I Saw In the Universe by Yayoi Kusama at the Yayoi Kusama: A Retrospective (Image credit: Adam Berry via Getty Images)

Art as survival

"I fight pain, anxiety, and fear every day, and the only method I have found that relieves my illness is to keep creating art." – Infinity Net: The Autobiography of Yayoi Kusama (Tate Publishing, 2013, p.60).

"I've sought for truth of art with an ambition and fought like hell all my life to accomplish my purpose as a human being." – From an interview with Tate in 2015, quoted in Hyperallergic's obituary this week.

A view from the most famous contemporary Japanese artist, Yayoi Kusama, as she features her sculpture named You, Me and the Balloons during the 2023 Manchester International Festival (MIF23) .

You, Me and the Balloons at the 2023 Manchester International Festival (Image credit: Zuhal Demirci/Anadolu Agency via Getty Images)

Creating to the end

"I paint every day. I am going to continue creating a world in awe of life, embracing all the messages of love, peace and universe." – From a 2023 interview with The Art Newspaper, timed to her M+ Hong Kong retrospective catalogue.

"I do not feel the difference between my earlier creation and now. I never run out of ideas so I shall continue to show new things." – Same 2023 Art Newspaper interview.

"I will keep on making my art until the day I die. And even after I die, my spirit will keep creating new art." – Quoted in Artnet's obituary this week.

PARIS, FRANCE - OCTOBER 16: A General View of the Work of Yayoi Kusama Pumpkin (L) is displayed in front of the Grand Palais Art Basel Paris at Grand Palais on October 16, 2024 in Paris, France.

Pumpkin (L) is displayed in front of the Grand Palais Art Basel Paris at Grand Palais (Image credit: Luc Castel/Getty Images)

Legacy and mortality

On winning Japan's Order of Culture in 2016: "I feel there is little left in my life, but I am now still fighting to the death for my art," and "I am giving all I have so that many people will continue to be interested in my art, even after I am dead." – Reported by NBC News.

"I want to create things that are infinite, expand beyond the canvas." – Artnet obituary this week.

Visitors view the Yayoi Kusama exhibition at National Gallery of Victoria on December 13, 2024 in Melbourne, Australia.

The Yayoi Kusama exhibition at National Gallery of Victoria (Image credit: Graham Denholm/Getty Images for NGV)

On process and pure delight in making

"Polka dots are fabulous"

"I want to create a thousand paintings, maybe two thousand paintings, as many as I can draw," she continued.

"I will keep painting until I die."

2012 interview with the Associated Press.

HONG KONG, CHINA - MAY 21: The painting Infinity; by Yayoi Kusama is on display at Bonhams on May 21, 2024 in Hong Kong, China.

Infinity; by Yayoi Kusama is on display at Bonhams, Hong Kong (Image credit: Li Zhihua/China News Service/VCG via Getty Images)

On her life

Asked whether she'd accept a feminist reading of her work, she said: "I am too busy with myself to worry about a man-woman problem. Since I find a refuge in my work, I cannot be bullied by men."

On her strict, matriarchal upbringing: "In my childhood, I experienced so much hardship, all thanks to 'feminism.' My mother wielded a tremendous amount of authority and my father was always dispirited."

Interview with curator Akira Tatehata

Yayoi Kusama standing next to a painting, New York, United States, 2012

Yayoi Kusama, New York, United States, 2012 (Image credit: Steve Eichner/WWD/Penske Media via Getty Images)

Kusama spent close to a century using art as fuel to keep her alive, and as the thing she loved doing most. She kept working right up until her final years.

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Georgia Coggan
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Georgia has worked on Creative Bloq since 2018, and has been the site's Editor since 2023. With a specialism in branding and design, Georgia is also Programme Director of CB's award scheme – the Brand Impact Awards. As well as immersing herself with the industry through attending events like Adobe Max and the D&AD Awards and steering the site's content streams, Georgia has an eye on new commercial opportunities and ensuring they reflect the needs and interests of creatives.

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